Y .Thursday, December 23, 2004.
It's like midnite now.. haha.. now.. mi feeling.. Sian, sad and blehZ.. hmm. wat toking mi.. was working 5-11 just now.. todae was busi.. sales was like 11thousand smt.. it's a WOW for a Tuesday.. haha.. mi cashier... AGAIN.. nowdays everydae kana cashier.. cos no cashier mah.. hmm. todae.. cashier was pretty fun.. haha.. cos fountain have cheeguan and tianhwee.. tt two realli damn funni.. cheeguan.. hmm. weird guy.. he started work for like onli a mth or smt? ard there lah.. hmm. like BLur BLUR ah Beng Ah Beng.. the words all damn vulgar.. but i would sae tt he is cute in his own way lah..den they all kept playing. heeX.. todae is a not bad work crowd.. ChoonLan, Raymond,Jackson,Tianhwee, CheeGuan, Huihsia.. hmm. all chi.. except got tt rat.. spoiler sia.. I dun noe y lah.. i'm just super BIASED against him.. er.. rat there refers to a malay manager.. haish.. he.. treat mi still not bad lah.. but i just dun like him lah.. hmm. haha..
NOw dun noe y my mood so sianZ.. hmm. oh ya.. was pretty happy this afternoon. i came online.. and saw smt tt made mi v happy.. haha.. *mouth zipped* den went to cwp and meet hweeteng.. cos she sae she wanna look for xmas gifts.. ask mi to accompany her. in the end, we couldn't find anything suitable.. haha.. and we so QIAO.. met yongjun and his friend. hmm. sad case.. mi nowdaes super biased de lah.. and yongjun was saying.. tt i've changed.. getting more sarcastic and .. mean.. i would sae.. it depends on who is the person i'm toking to.. i dun tok like tt to jackson, hweeteng or anyone else.. haha. I admit it.. I'M A REAL MEAN GIRL.. haha..wateva.. hmm.. den when i reached swensens.. heartbreak liao lo.. hmm. Al-hafiZ came back with tt new ger huda.. hmm.. maybe not heartbreak lah.. just tt got the kind of SOUR SOUR feeling onli lo.. haha.. hmm. mi dreaming lah.. it's jus a crush. too much differences le.. he's malay, mi chi.. religion diff.. interest diff.. language diff.. he's onli 16.. though i'm like onli 5mths older.. but still.. OLDER.. haha.. another BIG diff.. he's cute.. and mi .. haish.. hmm
mi was chatting with jackson.. hmm. this guy hor.. one of the sweetest guy i met.. hmm. realli cute,sweet and thoughtful.. hmm. i guess his gf real fortunate. hmm.i was saying tt my next time bf so sweet den i will be very happy liaoZ..
mi these few daes.. quite miss some ppl.. but i guess.. they also forget mi liaoZ.. hmm. ppl like.. Tina.. Kelvin.. hmm. Max esp.. tt kor hor.. haish.. mi every yr onli wish tt he can rem my bdae.. seems like everytime he find mi is like.. when he need my help, or.. need someone to chat with him when he's bored.. or to tok abt his probs.. it's not like i'm reluntant to do tt.. i'm not a person hu can give advice.. but i'm someone hu can lend a listening ear.. but.. somehow i feel like.. it's always HIS PROBS tt are impt.. when i sae tt i feel very troubled and frustrated.. he nv realli did care lah.. haish.. i'm not complaining lah.. just.. just.. argh.. dun noe.. haish.. ppl sae tt when u gain something,u lose smt.. i'm starting to believe tt now.. hmm. i gained a lot of new and precious friends.. and i hope tt i wun be losing some old ones... haishZ..
WeiQuan is like damn apologetic.. cos he forgot my bdae.. he's not the onli one.. but he's SUPER sorry abt it.. hmm. bdae.. it's just another dae.. to mi.. it's not realli VERY SPECIAL .. but.. it's just a dae to show u who put u in their hearts. hmm. becos if the person is impt to u.. there is a special effort made to rem smt abt this person.. hmm. blehZ..
ok ok.. i'm like super sleepy now.. quite scared by my dad just now.. so creepy.. it's like in the middle of the nite. and he just suddenly tapped mi from behind.. after i thot tt he had alreadi went to sleep! EeeeeeeK! hmm.
okok.. niteniteZ