Y .Monday, January 03, 2005.
I'm more or less like super super tired now. heeX.. spent the whole afternoon at Bugis.. but.. din realli got anithing tt i like.. oh ya.. bought a skirt.. haha.. and S.H.E's album.. EnCore.. haha.. i bought the cheap one.. haha..
ok.. ysd..1/1/04.. it's a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR.. heeX.. but sad to sae.. i was working.. heeX..12-9 somemore. super busi.. i summore suay suay.. morning hor.. station A with Nurrul.. tt Nurrul.. wah piang.. haish.. she's not a veri new staff le lo..and she's like.. super.. SLOW.. haish.. i was supposed to be the station in-charge.. but somehow i feel tt she's the in charge more then mi.. cos i have to clear awae all the plates and give ice water.. while she just stand and walk ard like no one's business and take orders? Liana oso suffer same fate lo.. cos she station B with CHalene.. a super blur new staff.. so.. we 2 run station like hell lo.. haha.. Siti learnt cashier.. and she was the cashier.. heeX.. she was kinda blur.. and she said she was pretty happi that i'm at station A can come in and teach her when she needs my help.. heeX>. at least.. i'm of some help. somehow.. my cashier.. now ok le lo.. haha.. it has to be trained u c.. haha.. but.. at nite.. actualli.. i was damn happy that i station with Al-HafiZ .. and sad to sae.. Wati.. hmm. den.. work till ard 7 plus.. sir Paxson go change AL-HafiZ into fountain and change JianMing come outside station..haish! I can onli sae.. i worked like hell lo.. and Wati go critisized mi sae i Station-in-charge what.. to suemay.. Bleh! hmm. whatever watever.. haha..
Ysd still went to TianHwee's bbq.. haha.. mi and may reached at like.. 10.35pm? haha.. it was like super late le lo.. and we were .. pretty extra there.. cos the ppl there all we dun noe.. or should sae.. some noe.. but noe as in noe.. but not noe as in noe.. haha.. den.. Yongjun was the one hu brought us there from marsiling MRT lah.. hmm. and.. we sat there.. until Xuanhe came to talk to her. somehow i feel that she looked bored and sad.. from her eyes and her expression.. like.. not much LIFE? haha..she kept quiet too.. and din sae anithing.. while may was going craZy abt her tigger chopsticks.. and Trying veri hard to hint mi what she wants for her bdae.. haha.. oh ya.. and we called meiying to come down and join us.. Luckily she did.. heeX.. if not.. we will be bored to death.. haha.. initialli i thot Zen not coming.. but he turned up aniwae.. to help to finish up the food.. haha.. so things started to liven up.. it was more of like a 2 grps thing. one SWEN and one their Sec Sch fren.. haha.. I din do anithing except sit there and eat.. haha.. and i got teased like hell.. realli not fair lo.. haha.. i noe they joking lah.. yongjun jus kept his mouth shut thru out.. hmm. luckily.. if he did open his mouth.. i think the teasing will be worst. haha.. we sat there till like 12 plus.. and may said that she dun feel like going home cosher hse so far away! haha.. no veri far.. but still Far? haha.. so we suggested tt she come my hse and stay overnite.. heeX.. she called her parents.. and i called mine. heeX.. both agreed lo.. haha.. with much reluntance.. i think .. cos too sudden lo.. my mum dun mind lah.. but she was angry at mi.. cos my room is in a mess.. haha.. we sat there and talked til.. 1plus 2.. ard there lah.. until our bladder couldn't hold animore water and had to find a toilet. and so we decided to go home. haha.. may and I took a cab home.. and we had to like.. sneak ard ... haha.. cos i was afraid tt i would wake my mum up. she was still waken lah.. she's sucha light sleeper.. and my sister waited up for mi.. haha.. i bathed and may clean herself.. we sat in my room and chat.. while lookin thru some mags and photos.. heeX.. until my dad came back.. haha.. and oh ya.. paxson super power lo.. call mi at like.. 3am? heeX.. luckily i wasn't asleep sia.. heeX..
not bad.. fun dae sia.. haha.. first time may come my hse and she stayed overntie!!! heeX..
Hmm. todae.. my mood wasn't realli great.maybe cos ysd sleep too late.. and sumhow i rem tt tmr everyone's going back to sch.. and i have to like.. rot.. hmm. niwae.. going sch tmr.. to see my beloved s08.. if not for my promise.. i wun go back sch de lo.. haish.. sang xin de.. i'm kinda mad at myself also.. y didn't i spend more time at my studies.. i did spend time.. but still not enuff.. andmy study methods are like..=X.. haish.. or am i juZ plain stupid? whichever lah.. haish.. i shall miss sch... arghhh!! haish haish..all the lectures.. crappy tuts.. prac.. and PE! haish.. s08 s08.. haish haish.. i hate to sae this.. but.. i hope they will njoy their last yr of JC.. happily.. without mi.. while i wait upon the start of a new Poly life. hmm. And my fishing gang. hmm.it's mi missing the whole class.. but .. i dun realli think my absence will actualli make any differences in the class.. hmm. i'm like.. sobbing thru this para of the entry.. haish haish.. my mum was like.. nvm lah.. u will make more friends in Poly.. but still haish.. Mani ppl did ask mi y din i jus choose poly from the start.. becos i kinda like..i thought too highly of myself tt i'm suitable for JC edu.. and get into the Uni.. but now.. I can onli sae.. i have no confidence for tt.. and i think poly route might be a better alternative.. I din regret my yr in JC.. PJC.. this is a sch tt i'll nv forget.. bcos of the joys.. fun.. friends and teachers in it.. teachers hu touched mi with their passion.. teachers hu care.. and friends.. i dun think i wasted a yr.. in fact.. i gained more then what others might have in poly.. hmm. a yr of happiness.. and true friendship. what i hope for.. is to be remembered.