Y .Wednesday, January 05, 2005.
Umm. this is the 2nd time tt i'm typing this.. ysd i finish typing le.. couldn't publish!!! so dumb!! haish.. i wrote tt entry till =X and it's like gone? haish..
ok.. let mi repeat myself. ysd.. early in the morning.. got this PJ lady called my hse and asked if i wanna continue studying at PJ.. hmm. somehow when i hesitated b4 answering. blehZ.. hmm. so the decision has been made. I am CONFIRM going to poly. heeX..
So as promised, i went back to sch to meet em' for lunch. but kinda like kana conned. cos they sae got reunion lunch de.. but i reached there.. the class is like dispersed? i was pretty late.. and somehow i fek\lt weird. I was wearing jeans and Pj polo tee rushin down the pathwae.. when i reach sch.. the 1st grp of ppl i saw was Lalo,Father,ken,Zhiwei and Juice.. heeX.. happpi sia.. so long nv see em' le... hmm. Juice even kinda hugged mi. hmm.
I'm super tired noe.. my eyelids are like damn heavy. so.. hmm. Miss the fishing gang a lot a lot.somehow.. when i walk ard PJ.. the feeling is like.. i dun realli belong to this place tt i wanna belong... haish.. saw mani familiar faces ard.. have to send in the withdrawal letter by this week. and after tt.. i'm a ex-PJ..it's realli veri =X .. this place tt i had been so familiar with.. for almost a yr.. now i'm onli visiting the school to see my friends..somehow the feein isn't great. hmm. I even joined the class for chem tut. haha.. So surprised to see mr lim's face when he saw mi.. hmm. He made mi feel welcomed lah.. like.. EH.. Clarrisa! and invited mi to join the class for lesson. hmm. den they were choosing the subjects rep.. mr Lim was like.. I have to choose a chem rep cos our chem rep here is leaving us. LEAVING US.. this words kept repeating in my mind after tt.. as i look ard the class.. i realli feel like crying. it's like.. the class is back.. except mi and rovin.. no more part of the s08 class fun.. bleh!!! I'm so angry at myself.. for everything.. for not studying hard enuff.. for being so stupid.. for being so stubborn. for everything.. haish..
mr lim is super supportive abt mi going to poly. in fact, he's trying to ask everyone to go poly.. haha.. he was like.. "Poly.. a better life.. more fun.. not so stress.. and a secured diploma.. all those who is havin 2nd thots better think carefully.. if not dun wait till sept den come crying sae u regret not going to poly sooner and it's too late.." Mr lim is the s08 new CT this yr.. for the class.. it might seems like a bad thing lah.. but somehow i feel that it's good.. cos i noe tt Mr lim is a gd teacher.. a teacher hu puts in his heart and make plenty of efforts to teach. and he realli care. it's like.. mayb thru diff approach. but the rationale is to let us improve and move on. oh ya, he even started this Fine system to fine ppl hu dun finish tut.. at first it was $5.. and the class bargained till $2.. haha.. think if they all nv hand in work summore.. they can use the class funds to come swen and eat every mth. oh ya.. did i mention tt the new chem rep is ros? haha.. specially volunteered by Mr Lim.. haha.. and LeeMei is the new treasurer.. somehow.. it's like chem rep and treasurer is in the fishie genes.. haha.. hmm.
When i left the class.. i realli felt sad.. no matter how i calm myself down.. i still feel like crying every time i see my classmates.. bleh.. haish..
ok ok.. enuff abt tt.. this is like the 2nd time i'm typing abt tt.. and i still sob over it.. haish..
Niwae.. went out with Jackson and Meiying todae.. hmm. haha.. went to Jackson's place.. hmm. Sounds like.. Jack's place. haha.. and he was supposed to cook for us.. in the end, he cooked Maggie mee.. =_=''' and Meiying played Maple story on his laptop. haha.. the maggie mee.. haha.. Jackson cook de of cos i eat lah.. haha.. =P.. den after tt I played Harry Potter on his PS.. pretty dumb game.. haha.. cos i was tricked by the stupid harry potter.. and was runnin in circles.. hmm. not fun. we got out of his house by 11 plus.. cos his parents were coming home le.. heeX.. den go GV watch movie.. THE WORLD WITHOUT THEIVIES. nice nice.. haha.. of cos lah.. got my idol andy lau leh.. heeX.. den den den.. the theatre is like realli freeXing~~~!!! hmm. onli Meiying brought a jacket.. so mi and Jackson were freeZingly cold! hmm. now sch daes.. the theatre onli have like ard 7 ppl? haha..
after tt.. we sat there talk a while.. and nth better to do.. wanted to ask more ppl to come.. in the end, asked Zen.. but he dun want to come.. cos he wanna go orchard for an interview. hmm. and so.. we went to westmall alone. cos jackson meeting his friends there lah.. and we just rot at westmall lo.. until meiying damn sianZ.. haha.. den we decided to go sit down at food court. in the end, meiying fell aslp! hmm. cos she nv sleep ysd! den den den.. onli left mi and jackson sit there and talk kok lo.. haha.. and guess what? i saw ROvin!!! haha.. tho jus saw him ysd.. but still.. Happi happi to see him!!! haha..
Hmm. in the end, i had to send meiying home 1st.. haha.. tho todae realli quite sianZ.. but i think overall still not bad.. haha.. cos we talked a lot.. and the movie is nice.. haha.. meiying wanted to watch shutter.. but i dun want.. haha.. =P..
I dun noe what is happening.. but my kneecap realli hurts.. ouch..