Y .Friday, February 18, 2005.
Hmm. Nowdaes oso nv like update everydae le.. i'm a busi ger~.. haha..
Hmm. ysd was supposed to work morning.. hmm. and the dae b4 too.. for bth daes, i changed shift to work nite. partly becos my mum's working and there's no one to fetch my bro.. 2ndly, may and meiying working nite.. at nite still have patrick sir.. so y not? haha.. ysd met up with Jackson.. PLanned to play pool 1st, but somehow the place was FULL. haha.. therefore.. we jus sat and rot ard lo.. hmm He's having fever lei.. hmm.. nowdaes a lot of ppl having fever.. den doctor put dengue fever as the highest suspicion. hmm. my cousin got tt 2 weeks ago too. and had to stay in hospital for a week. hmm. We asked Meiying out too.. but she reached at like 4? hmm. and i had to be scolded cos she sae i nv sms her to tell her tt we are not playing pool le. hmmm.
Tuesdae was the best work dae for mi so far, cos i was doing station A with May. haha.. it's like 1st time? heeX.. no cock up.. Smooth.. heeX.. station B is the couple.. AL hafiZ and huda. heheX.. i can sae tt it's a pUUURrrFect combination. haha.. Mam Huihsia stayed in the office to do paper work.. and paxson still can go into the fountain and scoop crunchie cones! haha..
;et's pray hard tt we can have more or tt kind of combination whereby everyone works happily ever after.
Oh man how crap can i get..haha..
I can't help feeling guilty. hmm. part of mi dun want to be so mean, the othe part of mi tells mi tt i should be mean to make him die heart. haha.. bleh.. he kept asking for a chance, it's not tt i dun want to give, it's tt i can't make myself give. blehZ.. as if anyone can understand what i'm toking abt.. haha.. I told him veri cleary.. I dun want a relationship, he gave up and said tt he jus want a friendship. but a real life frendship, not a cyber one in terms of sms. but i can't help not wanting to ans any one of his calls. bleh..I dun even have time for my own friends.. where to get extra time to give a stranger a real life friendship. haish.
I nv did blieve in love at first sight. love at first sight.. tt is not falling in love.. it's call infatuated. hmm. it's jus a moment tt u get infatuated by the looks of someone. NOT LOVE. mani plp mistaken like or love and crush for love too.
The person u like normally wun like u.. and the person hu like u.. U dun like them.. izit this true?
So grateful to may these few weeks. it's like.. no matter i happy or sad, crappy or what.. she has been there for mi.. Hweeteng oso.. to have this kind of frenZ at work, it's realli sucha blessing. hmm. I guess this is what frenZ are for, to double ur joy, and to share ur burden.