Y .Tuesday, March 01, 2005.
I just can't stop crying.. haish.. I've been crying since juZ now.. 9plus.. haish.. i hate todae.. y does this month have to be so short.. juZ 28 daes.. y can't it be 31 daes.. at least i will have 3 more daes to work with patrick sir.. haish.. dammit.. my tears juZ can't stop. i can expect puffy puffy eyes tmr. haish..
juZ now.. was working 12-11. supposed to work 12-10. Sir Patrick asked mi to extend. from then i started to cry. it's like.. next time sir go le, no one will ask mi to extend anymore. maybe there will be ppl hu will.. but no one whom i will want to extend for anymroe. todae.. working was realli tiring. 4 ppl 1 station and i had to clear away all the plates myself. i tried veri veri hard not to let sir do anywork. it's like.. his last dae. sir accompanied mi to eat dinner todae. and oh ya.. mi and mam jane went to buy his watch. we chose one tt is clear and actualli shows the date. we want sir to wear the watch to work.. it's like.. he has a watch, but he does not wear it to work, cos i think quite ex. and so.. i realli hope tt everytime sir looks at the time rite.. he'll be reminded by us. haish. for us.. the whole swensens is reminded of sir.. the station, the fountain, the cashier, the cake refrigerator and the kitchen. everything, everywhere.
From last yr, when i 1st started working.. sir taught mi a lot.. from learning the menu.. to keying orders into the micros. sir was the one hu gave mi one-to-one training. he made mi stand with him at the micros.. take my hand and key. , he taught mi how to dip wafers, and everything, top up cream. how to manage difficult customers, how to do cashier without getting jam, cashier.. how to change paper.. sir interviewed mi. i'll never forget sir's face. let it be sirloin steak well done or what.. there's always a reason to the things he do.. the fountain was carefully taken care of when sir was ard.I will nv forget the times where sir always assure us tt no matter what we are doing, jam also nv mind.cos he's ard, everything he does is for swensens, for the restaurant. yet tt fucking karim transfer him awae.. to thomson plaZa.. it's so far for him.. those management ppl will nv understand how is the bond of the cwp staff and sir. no other manager can ever be compared. not to sae mam jane. He's the BEST manager ever. jus now.. i guess alot alot of ppl were crying, siti, meiying,may,huihsia,liana and mi.. haish. wat can i sae. no matter how hard i tried to control my tears.. the thot of sir leaving makes mi wanna cry more. how is cwp swensens like without sir. sir shook my hand jus now.. i din want to let go. and i started crying again. haish. these 2 daes.. sir was so quiet. haish. life juZ isn't fair. we stayed till 11.45. we took pics with siti's camera. muZ develop sia. he's one of the most unforgetable person in my life. i wanted to write him a letter, but i din have the time. so i got his address. Uncle said tt he alreadi ask the restaurant manager there to take care of sir. but .. what's the use. let him stay here. we can take care of sir ourselves. at 11 plus, sir kept chasing us home, huihsia raymond and sally were doing stock check.. raymond said tt sir cried after we left. not cry lah.. as in .. tears filled his eyes lah. i nv cried so much for any manager or teachers b4. NEVER. the other managers.. those hu left, some i nv even sae bye. the card to sir.. i onli wrote a bit. hmm. i jus felt that.. tt card can not express how much things i want to sae to sir, how grateful i am to him.. and how much i will miss him. hmm.sumhow.. he is not jus a manager le.. he's more of a love one. sumone whom i realli care abt. sumone hu cares abt mi too. after he transfer to tp. how often can i see him.. haish..
till now.. my tears have not stop flowing. i write a little letter to paxson todae. mam jane said tt he was pretty touched. sir paxson oso leaving. in case any one is getting blur, dis is sir paxson i'm toking abt.. the above is sir patrick. paxson.. i wun miss him as much i will miss sir patrick. cos i noe tt i will still meet him pretty often. at first i thot i wun cry for paxson, in the end, i did. hmm. somehow it was pretty sad tt.. he's leaving oso. after he left, no one will be there for mi anymore when i am sad during work. he is not jus a manager le lo.he is a fren le. haish. one shot make mi lose 2 managers tt i like most. what is the fucking management thinking. haish.
luckily now is middle of the nite. no one can c mi cry or hear mi cry. good.
tmr will be dae 1 will tt new manager salomi. not gd. i dun like the sound of her name either. SALOMI.. i want back my patrick sir. haish.
i have no idea what am i typing alreadi. i guess i better cry myself to sleep. tmr working 5-11.. with may. jackson and meiyng both working morning. sad sia. hmm. no sir. no meaning. haish.