Y .Thursday, February 24, 2005.
Todae.. or should i sae ysd.. 23rd FeB. hmm. todae's a veri.. FULL dae. hmm. went out veri early todae. hmm. to meet yongjun and tianhwee. cos tianhwee kept asking mi go sing kboX. we sang from 11 plus till 4.. the person din even come and chase us, we had to go cos i was late for work! haha.. initially siti asked mi to help her work de. so i was SUpposed to work 12-11. but sumhow.. i juZ dun like the morning managers lah. huiHsia and mam Jane. so in the end, i din help siti work. and i worked nite lo. heheX. cos my dearest patrick sir working nite. hmm.
Morning. K BoX was realli hilarious. haha.. 1st time i went to kbOx with guyS. haha.. and sang quite a lot. haha.. veri funni. cos the 3 of us sing.. all cannot make it one. super super funni. mi 1st time hear tianhwee sing. haha.. and it was pretty enjoyable. haha.. and in the midst of the songs, recieved 2 msgs which wanna make mi laugh and cry. haha.. 1st.. jackson msg to sae tt he's discharged! YIPEE!!!! *Yay* heheX.. happy happy. at least he's outta tt helll place. haha.. anad next msg was from tt toopid kpool guy. He told mi tt he's been sick for few daes, and has jus gone to SGH. at that veri moment, i realli wanted to laugh. hmm. it's like.. at the same time, 2msgs, 1 dischardged from hospital, 1 to sae tt he's i hospital. haha.. and sumhow i wanted to reply tt i dun care. i dun noe if he's realli sick, but i'm pretty sure he's sick in the mind. he kept asking mi to go hospital to see him. craZy. haish. i'm mean, i'm bad. so pls give up. but sumhow later.. 2 to 3 hrs later, he msg mi again. to sae tt he's going home. and asked how much would it cost to take a cab from SGH to cwp. i badly wanted to ask if my dad's a taxi driver. how the hell would i noe. i din reply cos i was working. i was almost late for briefting. i badly wanted to join the briefting, cos i thot sir would brief. in the end, sir din. so sad. Yongjun sent mi to work whilst tianhwee went to meet xuanhe. hmm. luckily no o ne at swensens saw, if not tongues would wag again. hmm.
todae. i told mam jane tt i wanna quit. it's averi difficult decision to make. but iwanted to mentally prepare her 1st. I was pretty shocked tt she was like.. asking mi to stay. or at least stay till she train some new staff. hmm. mam Huihsia still refuses to talk to mi becos i said tt i want to quit. when mama jane approached mi, the 1st qns she ask was if i want to quit becos patrick sir is leaving, i badly wanted to sae yes. becos tt's the truth. but sumhow i lied tt sch's starting soon. hmm. she wants mi to help her for another 2 to 3 weeks. as if swensens cwp will collaspe without mi. if the restaurant can do without sir, so can it without us. Sir, it's the 1st time tt i can sense the saddness in sir, the words tt he sae, the smiles tt forced himself to fake. it's realli hurting sia. hmm. heart pain sia. when i told meiying tt the Sirs are getting transferred out, meiying gave the same response tt she wants o quit. it's the truth, once the 2 p- mananger go, there is no pt in working anymore. hmm.
saw HuiXin's testee. felt so guilty again. haish. i'm so busi nowdaes tt i'm neglecting everyone at sch. everyone. hmm. i'm sucha poor organiser for time.. hmm. i miss them too. haish.