Y .Sunday, February 27, 2005.
WEnt out with the fishie gals and 3 guys ysd nite. Watch the Howl and the moving castle. Jap anime. hmm. HuiXin muZ feel damn proud sia.. i dun watch cartoons de lo.. and i actually agreed to watch tt. haha.. the show.. nice nice.. sweet. 1st time after so mani yrs tt i'm watching cartoons.. hmm. thru out the movie.. i laughed quite a lot.. haha.. and i was telling ros tt wanqing veri ke lian.. cos somehow she was sandwiched btw 2 couples. haha.. Yen and Rovin.. and Mei and Ricky. haha.. Lalo came pretty late lah. hmm. oh ya.. they drew on HuiXin's eye. hmm. it was meant to sabo her i think, but somehow i thot tt was veri nice. haha.. tt's what happen when the person is pretty, no matter how they draw, still pretty. haha.. For once, I miss School.
Hmm. ys b4 meeting the fishie gals, i wen tto cos way. supposed to go and find patrick sir's card and preZ.. but somehow i onli managed to find the card becos mam Jane sae tt the pen tt i found veri ex. summore without the engraving. and Bits and pieces do engraving for outside products like $2 per letter. haha.. when i went back ysd, everyone's face was like pretty black. and from sally, i found out that Gillian and karim came down and gave all the white shirt a gd scolding. hmm. everyone's face is like.. BLACK. hmm. What i'm not realli happi abt it tt they sae all the white shirt and red shirt all slack. haish. what can i sae. the most not slack ones are sir patrick and sir paXson and yet they want to transfer the two most not slack ones awae. haish. hmm.
Meiying told mam Jane that she quitting le. i think next thurs is her last week. hmm. quite expected. cos she long logn time ago alradi sae she thinking of quitting, now tt sir and paxson both go le, nth much to actually keep us here le. for me, i still thinking abt it. Hmm. btw mi and may hor, may is like.. more practical lah. so she was telling mi tt this is the workin life, u dun quit a job becos of someone lah. i also noe. it's juZ tt i'm so fickle minded. i can't make up my mind. i want to quit the job, find something else to do. something else. i dun noe what. but any part of mi tells mi tt it's pretty hard to find a job tt u can give schedule. hmm. and come back to think abt it, for now, my schedule oso not i give one. i can onli request for my own off dae. the ret is like hUihsia planned de lo. I'm sick and tired of everything. my mum was telling mi to quit, and now she tells mi tt mayb i can request tt i onli work morning. hmm. sumtimes i realli wanna kill myself for a lot of things. it's like.. a lot of things.. i do tell my mum. and sumtimes i got backfired. she was scolding mi sae i dun noe go and work for the sake of working or for the ppl there. i badly want to tell her it's for the ppl there. my dad's rite what. working.. most imptantly is be happy, if all the ppl change, and i'm not happy.. what the pt of working. bleh! i'm so confusing. or rather.. i'm confusing myself. i need sum time to think carefully.. in the mean time, i guess i will help mam jane for 2 more weeks. my initial motive is to sabo her. let her do without all the old staff. but sumhow, come to tink abt it, mam Jane oso nv realli ill treated mi lah. hmm. not bad lah. owdaes i still noe how to put myself in other ppl's shoes. but one thing i've been trying to change is.. my mouth! haish.. i kept saying the wrong things. haish.
May was saying tt nowdaes maybe i been hanging too much ard with Chee guan and tianhwee. my wae of speaking also change le. maybe bah. but quite sad. haha.. cos they 2.. veri vulgar. actually quite happy tt may pointed it out lah. if not worsen le den will become worse sia. haha.. she din sae tt i using vulgarities, but i'm mixin too much hokkien into my english and mandarin. hmm. and in my blog, a lot of vulgarities. haha.. Clar ar clar.. muZ change k.. hmm. haha..
hmm. later still need to teach mi bro! haish.. i seem to have tons of stuff to do! haish!