Y .Sunday, March 20, 2005.
hey hey. todae is a long and.. busi dae. spent a NICE and Busi Dae at swensens. AGAIN.
hmm. supposed to work 9-5. in the end, i worked 9-9. liana was on MC and so i had to take over her. hmm. morning, 12-5. liana wasn't here. so. i did station A cum cashier. fun sia. nv stopped. haha.. oh ya.. opening was fun. i was doing opening with huihsia mam annie, and raymond. all chinese. haha.. they let mi learn fountain opening. and so i din have to mop the floor. my supervisor raymond did it. haha.. mam huihsia lept teasing sir raymond that he was especialli hardworking todae. haha.. somehow opening was realli fun. it was the 3 against 1 that kind of thing. 3 white shirt against mi red shirt. haha.. cos ysd i made a veri general statement. haha.. i was saying eversince patrick sir go, i can feel that the white shirt are working. it's not the one-man show anymore. and somehow.. they are making everything worse it's like.. they forgot to order a lot of things, and if not, it would be that they order too much, a lot of double orders. haha.. no communication. hmm. no teamwork. at least now, mam jane is working. haha.. without sir, she can no longer sit in the office and do her paperwork during work time. haha.. gd for her. hmm. oh ya. and during opening, mam huihsia still made waffle for mi. and i added thin mint ice cream with hot fudge. it was nice. haha.. xin fu ar? haha.. i guess mei sure veri jealous de. cos i got waffle =P
my mood todae was not bad. heheX.. at least i din throw temper or what lah. hmm. at least i managed to smile alot todae ar. AMy was doing fountain. so good. i whole dae cashier. haha.. luckily no cock up sia. hmm. i wasn't realli angry at my supervisors. my supervisors all super nice. actualli everyone's nice and fun at swensens. jus that when it comes to operating the restaurant ar. or under stress everyone i so.. fucked up. all this excludes that bitch rina lah. and that salome. she(rina) everydae muZ sae mi smt one lah. dun sae mi like will die like that sia. todae. she gives mi the impression that she wants a promotion. let mi hightlight this. she WANTS a promotion. but i dun think she deserves one. she kept saying a lot of things sir taught us was wrong. and what she taught was rite. bloody bitch. somethings i oso noe wrong. come on. we are humans. not machines. we have a mind of our own, not a mind controlled by some stupid ABR holdings. sometimes, we have to be flexible in the wae we do things. u dun stick to some fucky memo. this is SERVICE industry. u cater to ur customer's need and demands. hmm. customers. haish. some customers are so nice. they talk to u, they understands, they joke ard. they inquire politely. while there are some hu jus sux big time. expect this and that. unreasonable. hmm. i guess nowdaes i leanr to be smarter le. the wae i talk to customers. haha.. hmm.mam huihsia was pretty angry at mi in the afternnoon. cos she ask mi stay 9-9 i dun want. in the end, mam jane come and ask again and i agreed. hmm. huihsia kept glaring at mi. i thot she was angry.. she din talk to mi. hmm. in the end, b4 she went home, she still hugged and kissed mi. she kissed mi. can u believe it?! my manager kissed mi. er.. haha..
there, i said it. i'm so confused. ppl at swensens are okay. haha.. some are fun. tonite mi and amy were having fun inside.she fountain i cashier. i'm getting so lame at work. suraidah was like.. =_=''' haha.. maybe it wasn't that ppl todae are better. but in the sense that my mood was so much better. i did a lot of thinking these few daes. i kinda buai tahan myself alreadi. i'm kinda.. too obsessed with work. i guess some things, i'll jus let it go, do my part. and let nature take it's course. haha.. i'm so angry at myself these few daes. i guess i've been.. talking too much. like.. too muchah. some things are better left unsaid i guess. hmm. i gues ssome things are not as bad as i made it sound. it's jus that .. ur emotions does a lot. it controls ur thinking, ur reaction to things. i hope that by cheering myself up. things aren't so bad afterall. haha..
oh ya. paxxson came back todae. again. to get his bdae cake letter. and it's happi happi seeing him! haha.. i still prefer him thousand thousand times over that stupid rina. haha..
hweeteng left mi a testee jus now. happi happi. this darling of mnie. realli misses her so much. she's on leave now. haha.. oh ya. jackson msg mi ysd! haha.. think he's doing well inside. and it's like he and tianhwee even got into the same unit! and they slept beside each otther. haha.. ncie nice.. it's hard to find a fren, a collegue, and as an army buddy. it's fate bah. haha.. i miss Jackson!!!! haha.. nvm. guess will get to see him next week. haha..
ok. guess i need to catch some slp. i'm so tired. and my eyes are closing.