Y .Saturday, March 12, 2005.
Hmm. somehow i thot i jus smt that i wasn't realli supposed to see. and i can't help feeling quite hurt by it somehow. bleh.
nvm. not that anyone cares anywae. hmm.
hmm. I'm so tired. i jus woke up. not tired as in not enuff slp. i'm physically tired. super super tired. been working like hell for he past few daes. super super er xin. i told mam jane the other dae that i want to quit. and somehow mam jane asked mi to go office to talk talk. haish. she asked me the REAL reason why am i quitting. bleh. what am i supposed to sae. that.. patrick sir's gone and i dun feel like working anymore. or that the managers here are so sucky that they are making my life so terrible. in the end, i told her that those are one of the reasons. hmm. and that my mum wants to try working at somewhere else. like what meiying saes. find somewhere like STARBUCKS. they offer $5 per hr. hmm. and mam jane was like.. =X. she told mi that she's going to increase my pay to $5 soon.. and a lot a lot of stuff. that was the 1st time that i actualli feel ... that.. i am needed. serious. hmm. and i told my mum what mam jane said and my mum asked mi to think abt it. so.. i'm free to make my decision. and i tink i'm staying? becos may is staying. haha..
bleh. btw, rina sucks. rina is the manager hu came back from junction 8 to take over paxson. hmm. i worked with her b4. actually i dun noe y i hate her so much. she haven scold mi b4 yet. she even told mi lotsa things. hmm. but i can't stand the wae she talks to others. and that she kept trying to bring in all the j8 method of working into cwp. this is CWP! not j8! hmm. she kept wanting to call mi rebecc. cos she used to tell mi that that she has a staff hu looks like mi,work like mi, and walks like mi. hmm. when she transfer from cwp to j8, she kept calling rebecc my name. and now. she kept wanting to call mi rebecc. hmm.. that shows how fast people can adapt. haha.. rina alreadi made a lot of stuff not happy. even my darling and my darling's darling. haha..
actualli.. mi now learning fountain. or i should sae.. i can do fountain le, jus the speed that needs to be improved. haha.. and my hands are swelling. serious. i'm aching from head to toe. hmm.
jackson, tianhwee going in army tmr. hmm. i think i will miss them a lot a lot. but.. i dun think they will miss mi . haha.. nvm.
next week ah guan comingback to work. happy happy! haha..
xin told mi that i got b4 for my chinese. hmm. quite disappointing. tho i dun need the results anymore forr my poly. hmm. and i'm actualli looking forward to see the PW results. haha.. cos that's smt tt i realli put in effort, my heart and soul into. hmm.
i can't help wanting poly to start soon. hmm. i miss sch. i miss doing hw. hmm. u guys may think i'm craZy. but it's realli true.
meeting hweeteng later after work. yay. i miss paxson and patrick sir. the 2 new managers have diff wae of working and i realli miss sir. hmm. cwp is no longer the same without paxson and patrick sir. and i can't help feeling thankful to raymond. for making my work life better than it should be. he cheered mi up when i was going craZy.he made mi laugh when i was sad. and talk to mi when i was bored. hmm.
like i said. all female management means trouble. the cat fights has alreadi started. and now .. i can see the the malay managers like.. one grp, huihsi mam annie, one grp. bleh!