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Y .Friday, May 20, 2005.

hmm. Yay!!!! my computer is back in service!!! haha.. i'm supposed to be typing this like.. few hours back.. but i was busi.. chatting with ppl.. haha.. .. now i veri de.. hot ar.. was like.. quarreling with kenneth.. er.. the kenneth as in the kenneth from swensens. qi si wo le..

Seriously.. i dun noe what to sae abt this guy ar.. hmm. it's like.. todae's his last dae le.. and he's still complaining to mi abt huihsia and the whole management. bleh bleh bleh.. how to sae ar.. i noe he dun like swensens lah.. but mi and him always have to quarrel abt swensens. and it's always him complaining.. mi defending. i'm not defending swensens. i admit a lot of things he said was true ar.. like how the management should treat the staff.. but it's like he's onli pointing at certain ppl. huihsia edward.. i dun understand y he's so upset byt the whole thing. i guess by now i should seriously understand how may feels when i complain to her abt rina. and somehow i feel that i've grown up. it's like.. listening to ken nag.. make mi see how childish i was. i dun mean that i dun nag anymore. i do.. but it's like.. i do see things mroe clearly now.like... i dun reall i give a damn. i rem what jiayean told mi b4.. no matter what.. this is jus a job. to me now.. managers scold scold lo.. i dun give a damn abt it anymore. argh. dun noe how to put it across to him lah. i'm so fed up now.argh. si ken.. a lot of things.. it's like.. u can't expect others to be like u.. haish

ok.. work was alrite todae. my hand aches. edward can't stand the wae mi and ken was quarreling. haha.. we were not realli quarreling.. jus playing ard. hmm todae.. uenho, ken and guanglin all last dae liaoZ. sad case ar. hmm i will miss uen ho a lot.. hmm. the 2 guys.. haha.. ok ok lah.. ken still will tok on the phone.. guanglin den a bit difficut to see him ar.. hmm. he realli veri veri hardworking ar. think i'll miss working with him ar.hmm. they last dae.. kana sabo till quite bad ar.. not realli bad actualli.. jus some cream, marshmallows, hot caramel. wasn't anithing as compared to what i gave Zen b4.. haha..

hmm. i'm tired. i'm happi todae cos i talked to somebody. haha..i'm disappointed. no matter what i sae.. ken still dun understand what i sae. nvm.

YYY

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