Y .Sunday, July 10, 2005.
hmmm this is the 100th entry. todae.. hmm. nt a v fruitful dae for studying. haha.. din do anithing much. hmm this weekend nv work. REST. for once. hmm. no ice cream to scoop for the weekends. niwae. patrick sir coming back on mondae!! happi happi! heheX
i'm actualli veri veri sleepy now. but yar.. huiXin is helping mi do my quIZ.. hope she get the 100%.. mi till noe still dun understand what went wrong.. haish.
Was toking to celine abt relationship. hmm. dun noe ar. lk.. i do admit admiring someone. but tho admire. i guess i realli tried hard to lk.. let go. cos i'm afraid of getting hurt once more.i'm afraid of.. rejection. sumhow it's human instinct i guess. u can sense if a person has any gd feelings for u. in my case.. none was detected. hmm. I hate the times tat i have to cover myself in the blacket crying.. hateing myself for hu i am.. hmmm.
gtg. i'm tired.