Y .Thursday, January 26, 2006.
Jus another boring dae. Supposed to be muggin for my CEP test tmr. i need to maintain my A. .10% is critical. hmmm. but right now, my table is full of bks and i jus can't conc. have load of things on my mind.
the scene in class todae.. is still bothering mi. It wasn't a BIG ting.. but what i'm tinking.. is.. the logic behind it. I realli see a need to tok to terence. hmmm. Felt pretty.. hurt todae actualli. was jus.. borrowing maths ans from him cos i dun noe how to do part 3 of the qns. he asked mi to borrow from jieying they all. and he lent it to sherilyn. see the contradiction there? hmmm. Initialli. i thot it was jus. normal.. but right now.. i feel that.. there is a 180 degree change in his attitude towards mi. the problem is.. I have no idea what i did wrongly. Sounds so familiar right. Attitude change, and.. not noeing the reason. felt so lost again. I tried to convince myself that.. i'm jus being too sensitive. but.. now kinda obvious that.. his attitude did change. mayb without him realizing it.. hmmm. jus felt quite.. =x. guess i need to try to tok to him ar. hmm
Bleh. feel so stuff up at the chest area.
okay, jus tok to ter. and.. it's ptless. i'm the key ting AGAIn. WOW. haish. can't understand how he feels now. now.. i onli noe tt.. he cares for his maple. dumb. maple maple maple. stupid guys so craZY over a imaginary character going after imaginary achievement. b4 they realiZed it. they lost so much time with frenZ and family.. and so much of the beauty slp. I'm nt against mapling. jus tt.. im jus pissed off that.. sumone chose to maple instead of trying to solve a prob with a fren. bleh.
was toking to adrian. hmmm. realli a big thank u to him for the understanding. and.. making tings sound like.. it's nth much. jus a normal prob. it will pass.