Y .Thursday, February 02, 2006.
happY HappY lunar new yearrRR!!!! heheXxx..
Year of dog.. cute cute dogs. lolx... May this yr be a yr full of happiness, joy, wonderful memories. yippeee.. haha
Finally got time to blog. actualli still no time de ar. supposed to be studying for com and it lar. jus tt... i'm realli laZy. so.. decided to spend some time with my dear com. lolx..
New yr eve.. reunion dinner. Supposed to be sucha happi event. but so sad.. tt.. my god sis and her family came to my hse. haish. if wanna complain abt her. tink need another 3 pages of blog. hmmm. jus.. hate her lar. no matter what she does now, i still rem hw she treated mi in the past. I was taught to forgive and forget. I could.. to a lot of tings. but nt to her. realli. All the psychological pain she brought upon.. to tink that she did nt even realiZe it. how sad. Seeing the wae she is treatin her maid and elder son now.. hmmm. i strongly believe in karma. what come ard, goes ard. tho her maid is like.. hopeless.. she does everyting u wouldn't want a maid to do. realli SLOW and inefficient. but.. she's still human, nt like what my god sis described as some animal from the Zoo. okay, so there goes my reunion dinner. i enjoyed my prawns tho. haha.. realized my strong addictions to prawns. haha.. yummy! Slurp~... For once, spring cleaning was finished veri early, and my whole family actualli got to sit down and enjoyed the show on channel 8.unlike the previous yrs, that we were all doing last min spring cleaning.
1st dae of Chinese new yr is my daddy's bdae.. 29th Jan.. but din celebrate lar. cos veri difficult to. mummy saes celebrate chinese de bdae. Went to ah ma hse 1st lor. I wore my contacts.. guess i did look quite diff bah. haha.. my aunt was like.. surprised, kept saying that i changed, become more feminine liaoZ.. realli big change.. 18 yrs old le mah.. lady-like le. embarrassing~~.. my little cousin was cute. haha.. so long nv see her, but when i stepped into the hse, she ran and hug mi. so sweet~... Tho it's a veri.. happy festive ar. but.. Seeing my grandma makes mi pretty sad. She was suffering from stroke mah. and it jus seems like.. getting worse. now, i tink she can onli recognise her own children. She looked so weak, so haggard. she lost the ability to eat and has to be fed thru the tube with milk. Realli miss the times that ah ma was still so chubby and smiling. everytime she still tok to mi in hokkien, sae she like the veggie my mummy cook and all. but now. she is so skinny.. cant tok. it's pretty obvious that she's senile, and yet my aunt still denies tt fact. like we all noe, it's always gd for od ppl to go and walk and exercise. but my grandma nv did. she said she din have the chance to.. haish. Den den den.. nth much le lor. go my mummy's side ah ma hse. over tt more fun i guess. my new born cousin is soooo cute. hahaha.. kept wanting to carry him.
2nd dae. went to patrick sir de hse. haha.. with ah leong, raymond and may. hweeteng couldn't make it cos she hafta go her grandma hse and siti was working. hmm. nth much, jus go there. tok tok sit and rot. haha.. Jiayuan came to my hse ar. haha.. my childhood fren! haha.. so long nv see him, now become more handsome liaoZzz. lolx. he studying in laselle. hmmm. nt bad sia. designer. someting i will never be. cos i no creativity. pretty happi to like.. catch up.. realli been sucha long time since i last saw him. den went to my god sis hse after tt. hmm. sian. ultimate sianzation. den jiu jiu they all came. better, at least i got baby to carry. haha.. den still go my god ma hse. so hyper hor, go so mani places. after tt, still go y jiu jiu hse. so lihai. haha..
3rd dae. went to my daddy's fren hse. all the uncle there a bit siao de. lolx. realli siao siao. but pretty humuorous bah. haha.. den go 2 more aunties hse. super power. haha..
todae... in sch. got com skill test. sian. went sch so early and the test is like.. at 4. so late.. at least got time to study lar. hmmm... den went lib to study after meeting the teacher. hmmm. new yr, new revolution. i'm toking to skye alreadi. yay. happy. it's always better to have a fren den foe. haha.. adrian realli damn joker. haha.. can't stop laughing with him ard. can't study.. laugh laugh and laugh. oh yar. i came to my final decision. i want to continue my JAP~ haha.. tink i'm so diff from the girls liaoZ lor. they all choose accounting, i chose marketing. they all opt out, i staying. hmm. let mi pray tt i'll be in same class as andre adrian they alll. if nt i die alone. haha...
hmm. gtg. my eyes so tired. hmmm.
Can't seem to clear my thoughts. every little ting i do reminds mi of him. bleh bleh bleh. and it's nt gd!!! haish.