Y .Sunday, April 02, 2006.
I'm totally drained out. ANother 12-10 dae. PHew~ got assigned to station B again.. for the whole day. Freaking tiring. Nowdaes, swensens accepted a few indian trainees. 2 of them quite cute ar. Quite gd looking for indians. lol.. worked with them todae. My manager was teling mi, They did sae that.. they came here not on their own accord. and that.. they kinda dislike singapore. cos singaporeans are known as fussy and arrogant. =_=.. Quite sad to hear that. Sorta talked to weilun abt tt ysd too. He was saying that singaporeans do give ppl the impression that we are an arrogant lot. becos of our language, government and oso currency. Sumhow, we came to a conclusion that in every country, the culture is different too. Den in every place, there will be proud ppl and humble ppl. ALl kinda of ppl. jus that it depends on ur own luck, hu u will meet.
ALmost screamed at the dishwasher jus now. Freaking bitch. nag and nag and nag. Buai tahan her.. INitialli i still like.. SOrry SOrry. but kinda realiZed how dumb i was. it wasn't my fault lor. Fusy fat bitch. Freakingly angry. Still dare sae we block her wae. We nv complain that she so big size hinder the wae. big obstacle. she still dare to talk. Nv tink abt her own siZe de lei. I'm not saying i'm small sized. but at least.. smaller den her. lol. tt's for sure. Was like realli gritting my teeth le. Feel like giving her a few tight slaps and several punches. Luckily still have Vivian to hear mi talk. if not i will explode sia. She onli likes to talk to guys. like ah yi, weilun.. all the kitchen ppl and the malay guys. I knocked off at 10, and kinda asked sally at the back door to hear mi talk abt this. I Dun want things to go to the extend that we fight face to face. cos tt will be veri drastic. ALl i ask for, is for her to keep her mouth shut. WOrk, I dun want to be mean oso lar. But we have to give and take. Like.. quarrelling over small little matter like.. being splashed water at. tt's childish lor. It's not like we do it on purpose what. We apologised, what else u want mi to do? U are onli a dishwasher auntie. not even my supervisor or manager. hu are u to tell mi off. COme on, u are in no position to. Damn pissed off.
Veri grateful to edward. He's realli patient. when he wants to. lol.. haha.. I realli miss patrick sir and mam huihsia.. miss raymond and amy too.. all the white shirt de. tink if mam huihsia is still at cwp, i can learn more tings. haish.
haven touch the diving theory bk. die die..
Tired. tmr morning.. which is like 3 hrs later, muZ go sao mu.sian.
Found another HIM to make mi smile. He's been so sweet.. and so gentleman... Making mi realiZed tat.. mayb i din fall tt deep for him afterall. my mind is in a whirl. for now. even i cannt understand myself. let alone others.
Clear my mind, pls..
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes. That's why it takes courage to love, knowning that it might end anytime having faith n it make it last.