Y .Tuesday, May 16, 2006.
aiyox. I got lotsa pics to upload. but.. now.. no mood.
Settled my warrant tingy. went down to new bridge road with daddy after my reactor sys lab.. came back to sch at 2pm. Was so embarrased when i went into heat and mass transfer lec. cos.. lesson was gg to end at3. and i went in at 245.. everyone was like lookin at my direction. hmmm.
at least that case is settled.
Den.. Daddy called and said. that.. ah ma's condition is like.. getting worse.. now.. she is surviving with the help of the machines ar. ysd my aunties, uncles with my parents had some family meeting. Dun tink the outcome was gd. hmmm. in the midst of the meeting, my grandma suddenly had difficulty breathing, and.. they called for the ambulance. The ambulance. i dun noe how the driver drive de lar. my dad drove off with it at the same time, in a lorry. and .. my dad reached the hospital earlier den my dad. what kind of efficiency is that.. hmmm. Den todae.. seems like things are turning for the.. worse. jus now i went to visit her after my night class. Celine was veri nice. she offered to accompany mi there.. thanks ger. appreciated.hmmm. ah ma.. hmmmshe's realli.. in pain. tormented. now.. doc saes. within this 48 hrs.. she might jus go anytime. jus be prepared for the worst.
I'm.. mentalli prepared. but not emotionally. I stil fear to hear the news that.. we have lost her. i'm praying veri hard. that.. nth will happen. no bad news. hmmm. Grateful to adrian.. talking to him now. see him so crappy. "birth old sick death is part and parcel of life ... since it's already reach her time ...nth can stop it .." and oso asked mi to be strong. it's okay to cry. jus be prepared. hmmm. sumhow.. everytime my dad's hp rings, i will be panicking.. hmmm..
God bless.