Y .Sunday, October 08, 2006.
Worked 5-11. Morning went with viv to get movie pass at 99Cents. and guess what. i gave my tickets to my parents. lolx. suddenlyu occurred to me that my paprents long time nv go dating alreadi. and now cinema showing ROB B HOOD. i wanna watch! i will try to get someone to watch with me lar..aniwae. becos of that movie pass. i wanna slap tt org dino. like as if i cant afford the money for newspaper. disgusted by the way she speaks.
Station A jammed. and i kinda scolded steve. and wth. he give attitude lar. stupid one lei. he work for like so many yrs liaoZ. still do things without thinking.
Oops. kitchen jammed. and from wat i heard. is jammed till veri ke lian tt kind. lol. haha.. aim achieved.
Vinoth. still not talking to me. things will nv be the same anymore. mam jane said. give him some time. he still cant swallow tt pride. i guess for us. it's the unwillingness to be humble and put aside our polished pride. *sigh*
many times that i worked. i feel like giving up. it took a lot to fight back the tears .. is it jus me not getting used to the environment i am workin in. or is it tt.. the ppl in this environment is changing. when i see him laughing happily and his facial expression jus change when he sees me. do u have any idea hwo much tt hurts.
what can i do. jus swallow back the tears. put on a smile. and face the customers.
but what's behind that smile? god noes.