Y .Tuesday, May 01, 2007.
HAppy Labour day~!
worked morning. =) with Doris, Paxson, My sis, Darling, Mahirah, adi, Fathin. So.. let me summarised tt. its a gd shift with wonderful peeps. haha.. Sir paxson soooooo nice ar. lolx... Appreciated. =) Darling poor thing. did stn B alone. lolx. anyway. saw a customer tt i saw ONCE.Handsome sia. lolx. u can try to imagine my face lar.. hhaaaa.
Sickness and Death comes to all. I've learnt to accept tt cruel reality. The society has made all human beings practical. In a way, perhaps to the extent of losing tt most precious humane touch in us. Come talk abt grudges of the past, come on.. I alreadi learnt to put tt aside. I dun give a damn anymore to what he did and all. for tt was jus past tense.. Mum said i lost tt compassion in me. tt sounds hurting. But.. after some reflections, they do make sense. Its like. jus different. Perhaps in a way, in this world, where people go for fame and wealth. i allowed myself to sink in together. not so much of fame and wealth. but too much of.. practicality and karma. Let me try to tell u the picture. its like.. A rapist/terrorist/robber/criminal hu is diagnosed with some illness. Save him or let him die. tt kind of ting. I'm not implying tt he should be left to die. By all means, save him.
my grandma has always been my heroine. the wonderwoman. for everything, i salute her. her patience, her tolerance, passion and the love she has for her family. Some ppl live for themselves, some live this life for others.
A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.